Real

My God is real. I don't care what anyone says, what circumstances anyone is going through. I don't care how hurt you've been, how sick, how sad, how poor, how bitter, how angry...my God is real. The devil is a liar. God's favor is on my life, on the life of my family and I believe that no matter what satan tries to do, or who he uses, he will not win. He is not going to win. He can fight, he can push, but he will not win. I will go to California, because that is where God is leading me, my brother will be ok, he will be better than ok---God is doing great things every moment of every day in his life! My life is anointed and my calling is great! I will live my life, no matter what satan has in store, God has something greater!!!!!
There are so many things going on in my head right now. I'm torn between my past, my present, and my future. My future is taking me so far away from everything that I have ever known. However, the taste that I have had has been so exciting...there can be so much for me here. I can see myself having this whole new life, fitting in here, as crazy as that sounds. I beleive that God has so much in store for me here. This is the beginning of the dreams God has for my life. I'm not sure what they are, but they are exciting. They have to be because my God is a big God. My husband is here. That in and of itself is a dream come true. He is anointed, He is called, He is funny, He is romantic, He is loving, caring, thoughtful, hopeful, a dreamer, and giver, a lover, compassionate, faithful, gracious, spontaneous, strong, Man of God, and a dream come true. He is waiting for me. Here in this place, this place that is so unfamiliar to me, is where God is going to do great things. I have always been "different...I think different, I talk different, I act different...this has been how God has made me, for this reason, for this purpose. I will not run from it, but I will embrace it, however he chooses to do it.