Tuesday, February 8, 2022

 I'm Back!!


Wow!  It's been a little over 3 years since I have posted a blog.  It's now 2022.  In the last 3 years, we had our third miscarriage and we moved from Texas to Missouri (I know, don't ask:)).  We have been in Missouri for almost 2 years--it will be 2 in July.  It's different here, but the same.  We have our moments, I have my moments.  I miss Texas.  I miss what Texas represents for me--friends, family, security, safety, home.  It's a little harder to be here now that we know WHEN my brother is coming home (see way earlier posts for those stories).  I want to be there, to spend time with him, catch up on the last 10 years, share everything that's happened---from wedding videos to movies, to music and  tv shows, to fashion, etc!  There has been so much he has 'missed' and I can't wait to share life with him again...so being here in MO and away from there right now is difficult.  I know that God has a plan, and I know that He knew when He moved us all the way up here when He did, He knew what He was doing.  He hasn't failed me yet, so why would I doubt him now?  I just can't beleive it?!  On August 3, 2011, I felt a punch in the stomach like never before.  I couldn't breath, I couldn't speak, utter shock.  We didn't know what God was doing, why He was doing it...Here we are DAYS from the end of this chapter, and HE has been SO faithful!  So faithful.  We have made it!  We are stronger, we are closer.  We view things/people differently now.  We don't take for granted the things we use to.  I can't wait to share the rest of this story with you some day!  


Still dreaming, 


Andrea