Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Changes

It's been a while since I have posted something...it is now August. 2010 has been a good year, a much needed improvement from 2009, or even 2008 for that matter. God has proven Himself faithful over and over again. He has promised and fulfilled so many things in my life. I will forever be greatful.
2010 has brought about many changes already. Some have been good, some not so good, but God has been there from the very beginning. I am not the same person that i was. I have grown, I have been hardened in some ways, in some ways I have seen how harsh, selfish, people, organizations can be. Someday I will be able to go into detail about how I have learned this lesson and why it hurts so much, but now is not the time. The best thing about this year is that i have found love, or should I say that love has found me...hiding in a place that I never expected. It is strong and gentle and passionate and hopeful and trusting and so much more...I never believed that it would feel like this, never realized that THIS is what I was missing out on, but so thankful that it left me alone long enough to discover who I am and who I want to become. That I was able to know what I want and wait for it, and friends let me tell you that it has already been so worth the wait:)! Stay tuned...